I thought I had it all
And always felt very strong
I couldn’t listen to what my heart said
And always wanted it to remain unsaid
I was always gloomy and
Found that way to be more Looney .
No sun was brighter and days were always darker
No season seemed sad because of the content it had
The smiles were always there with occasional tears
Where my heart wandered here n there
Then there was a day
then you saw me like hay
As dry and thick it seemed
There was a lot or so it seemed
You made your way through the forest
Igniting the trees of my memories
Fighting my plain thoughts
You made me think
Singing my favorite song you made me cling
You made me laugh thorough my pain
And hence there seemed no gain
The time changed and so did I
Realized there was nothing to comply
I thought things got better
And things that I realized later.
I felt stolen and lost somewhere
My existence was felt nowhere
Convincing I held your hand
But the stress I could never stand
I felt bliss in what I was
But you never could understand
You tired to ignite the fire of love
But never realized it was flooded once
It seemed crazy but I still flew
Broken wings that I had and that I knew
I knew I would fall and be hurt again
And there was something I found as gain
Realizations were many and I knew them well
But jumping and falling was a hobby by then
Every journey is exciting and I only know that
With faster heart beats I walk ahead
I have found my life in the journey
And nothing else seems to matter now
The hay remains and somehow grows dry
With the love as water and people as my sky.
