jus felt like writing a blog

well to start wid this is a very stupid blog ever written people r free to post thr comments on this as they will nywyas it doesnt matter me....welll from what has happpend in past life though it wasnt a big part of life to call it......i leanrt a lot of things....few good n few bad things....after hyderabad i have known the real life as i was completely out of the comfort protected life and was left in a place like mumbai where i was free to do what i wanted to do......but this whole place was very confusing,messed and a little uncomfortable to live in....i always had many questions in my mind what iam doing? or why iam doing this ? but i never found answer and i always thought "how messed up iam with my life or how fucked up my life" and i wud be all sad and sorry for myself for no reason pittying myself again for no reason and i was being so stupid tht i din evn hav fun tht i cud hav actually had......smiling stupidly following people and doing nothin was my fav pass tym......well i did blame n number of people for wat was happening rahter than recreating my life.......but my problem was i cudnt be sad for a long tym nor c myself happy for a long tym so i ended up myself wid sum kind of mess every single day n thn cursing my life for d mess i had made...but now i know, n now i realise tht it wasnt about wat i was doing or why i was doing it it was about how iam doing it..............it was not abt cribbing about wat was happening or maybe already gone and wud never cum back....but it ws about creating more such moments living,though now i curse myself for realising this so late....lolzzzz not nymore........so the whole point is i have become practical.......now a frnd doesnt call me....i dont cry that i hav few frndzz now.......i have many frndzz.......and my "own life" to live u may say do v care offcourse u shudnt care cause u hav ur own life......and i dont mind going alone for a coffee or walking aimlessly on roads i njoy it....now i njoy doing nothin cause i hav seen ppl who complain that they dont find tym to do nothing......iam in love yet again with my life and iam loving it...i dont give a shit about who walks into my life or who walks out of my life.......if they had to stay they wud hav stayed n if they had to go they r gone...there is a reson why they din make it wid me to the future...and iam no more intrested in future.......live life today this is the day to be....njoy ur own way party everyday in ur own way....life is moving faster than u can evn realise....and its no point being sad for wat is not urs.........njoy everyday i.e today...like iam doing in my very own way..........cheers to life.........